Poem Unfinished

I wasn't able to finish writing this poem
but I'll publish it anyway since no words would come out of my empty head
as I try to close this...


In silence I found my strength
A music that soothes my senses
Stayed with me 'til the day ends
A symphony repeated 'til my loneliness ceases.

In my slumber I found peace
Escape to dreamland's momentary bliss
A jump for joy, a hearty hiss
'til I wake up in reality's kiss.

When I'm awake, I found no reason
My mind's unfocused, it blurs my vision
Which weakens me 'til I'm in oblivion
Uncertain still and with no solution.

In love I found meaning...
In pain there is healing...
That joy is worth fighting...
And life is worth living...


blurry thoughts, many words but I'm tired... I am sleepy.