Enigma

you came to me
in silence
where I creep
away from destruction
feeding in my desolation

haunting me
slowly tearing my defenses
boring holes
from within me
impeding the senses

your ways are subtle
yet leaving a chasm
numbing me
robbing the jols
with every tiny holes

Why have I not seen it coming?
Have I been blinded by my yearnings?
Have I not known?

I could have stopped
but ‘tis late
I just have to wait
‘til you have fully
engulfed me

who are you?
answer me
what are you?
spare me, I am
dying.