Artificial Bliss

It's been a while... and I am enjoying the days that I never had a thought of you... or maybe I'm just being dishonest to myself. My bestfriends came over last Saturday and we had so much fun together... we haven't met for months already and it's good to see them again. but behind those bright moments... I wished YOU were there too...

I never told anyone about you, except that I have expressed what I feel for you with my friends and I am afraid of their reactions, afraid that one day, they would wake me up from this dream. For this dream was never a dream at all. It was a nightmare!

I still love you... and will always love you.